just wanna share

hi my dear diary.. it's been long time i didn't write here..
just wanna share.. right now i'm really touched
i'm really sad.. i'm really down...
i really want a friend to lend their shoulder so that i can cry..
i wanna shout that i'm really wanna go away from here
i really want to go abroad so that they can feel it

me! i'm not the old me
why should i?
because i'm really tired of sacrifice my time my effort for someone
that did not appreciate me..
really tired..

my sad day

speechless...i am really need someone right now...

feel lonely sad and wanna cry tommorow morning...

huhu....hope miracle happen...

wanna sleep but always think and think...

i am not disappointed becoz we doesnt meet..

but i am really disappointed with you..

you should tell me earlier..so i will accept it..

how you feel if you are in my place?

mengarut..luahan hati juga

salam..
lame sudah xblog ne kn..
ok mlm ne?dah pagi pown...
actually bwu blik dr melawat ayah n beraya kt umah mak cik...
citenya...nk meluahkan rasa menyesal?sedih?
oh...sudah tidak berguna...

sebenarnya. ... sy awek dy?!!!!
oh tidak sy SINGLE...
aiyakkkk..awtnya single lg ne..
entakh la kak ton..mls plk nk pk...
complicated sgt...
mungkin sy ne serba kekurangan tu yg xde nk approach tu..
kiki..or else..sy ne too choosy...

citenya...saya ne dah pown berbaik ngn ex sy...
ye ex sy...entah berapa kali jd ex xtaw la..
punya bnyk yg jd ex..yg nie jgk bg kesan mendalam..
kenapa kami clash itu kisah lame...

skrg dah berbaik lain plk cerita..
totally reverseble..
sy jd dy..dy jd sy....
kalu dulu sy terlalu busy dgn keje
now dy yg ambil alih tugas itu...

eh..knape cerita pasal dy..
sbb sy nk bg clear status kami ne..
mne taw kot2 ade yg nk tahu..
bajet hot je...huhu

now luahan sy pd dy:
awk,sy phm awk busy dgn kerjaya awk tu..
tp mcm terlalu diabaikan plk kn?
hmmm....sy dah buat keputusan dah...
awk teruskan dgn busy awk...

i need to trust you 100%
eventhough it's too hard...
i wanna stop stalking your social account...
up to you...
just do it...

xnk ade rase cemburu...just wanna be natural...
doakan semoga rase syg ini hilang dibawa arus angin di jepun...
oh ya...sy dah dpt permission dr family untuk setuju..
benarkan sy sambung master ke jepun..
hopefully sy dapat mencapai impian itu...

then after that...barulah sy akan fikir untuk berumah tangga...
cinta?xde lg cinta...
cukuplah untuk semua kenangan yg ade...
kan cinta lepas kawin itu indah...

i wanna wait for you..
but i think you have a better person...
so..i just pray she will be the best partner for you...
we still can be a good friends..xoxoxo

last but not least...
selamat hari raya..
maaf zahir dan batin :)

our big family....i love you alls...new coming family kak esya :) 

melawat ayah...with my mum n bakal akk ipar yg too sporting :)

my cute baby..coming soon in november another one...

3rd year of bachelor electric-electronic eng

salam...
lame dah xupdate blog..
so pagi2 ne yerasa mcm nak share something

today is very speacial day..
because is my father bufday.. :)

happy bufday abah!!!!

semoga pnjg umur dan dimurahkan rezeki....